Why do we suffer one must say.
Why feel alone when we must run astray.
Alone forever this feels all the time
Alone forever, alone in my mind
Alluding everyone with my wicked ways
Fooling everyone so they go away
Only time will tell how long this will last
Will I ever heal from my broken past
Harm and fear weaken me to my knees
I can’t stand it I can’t seem to believe
That something this powerful will make me see
Make me see what’s inside of me
A person who fights, a person who is strong.
A person who feels weak all day long.
A contrast one would say, it’s hard to believe
But I suffer every day with the thoughts that I weave
I wander and waver never getting anywhere
I sense a lack of purpose at times and am aware
To suffer this way and see others that care
Sharing my pain, love hurt and grief always Gives me such an eternal peace
A peace that is hot and cold always wavering
However when I’m at peace it’s something I’m savoring.