Substance Abuse...I abuse it...It abuses me...We are all one big happy family...

Suffer

Unstable

Burden

Sin

Turbulent

Alone

Neglect

Coward

Endanger

Anger

Battered

User

Safe

Engulfed



Why do we suffer one must say.

Why feel alone when we must run astray.

Alone forever this feels all the time

Alone forever, alone in my mind

Alluding everyone with my wicked ways

Fooling everyone so they go away

Only time will tell how long this will last

Will I ever heal from my broken past

Harm and fear weaken me to my knees

I can’t stand it I can’t seem to believe

That something this powerful will make me see

Make me see what’s inside of me

A person who fights, a person who is strong.

A person who feels weak all day long.

A contrast one would say, it’s hard to believe

But I suffer every day with the thoughts that I weave

I wander and waver never getting anywhere

I sense a lack of purpose at times and am aware

To suffer this way and see others that care

Sharing my pain, love hurt and grief always Gives me such an eternal peace

A peace that is hot and cold always wavering

However when I’m at peace it’s something I’m savoring.


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